not a good sleep

1st thing:
last nite i called my ex just to say hi
and asked him about his girl
he said they're not bf and gf yet
i was like sheh....dude...go look for another girl
ur so boring.
lol. i want him to be happy u know.
and yes i'm over him if someone really wants to know..
i just called him cuz i just miss him like friend

2nd thing:
i've said very mean stuff to someone.
and i'm sorry

3rd thing:
i couldn't sleep well last nite.
i just realize smth...hehe
it's a long story

4th thing:
i told my mom smth
that i regret telling her
haha!!!

5th thing:
two of my singaporean friends are here already
and i will b busy

6th thing:
i miss someone
but not my ex ok?
someone not in thailand now

7th thing:
i'm super confused

8th thing:
i feel that i'm missing smth

9th thing:
i have not read the bible for too long

10th thing:
i' mstill thinking very deeply
and i'm super confuse of what i want.


last but not least
i feel so bullshit mode in my life now