3 topics: dreams, it's coming soon, other random stuffs

dreams:
i've been having weird dreams lately
last last nite...i dreamed that many snakes come and squeeze me and bite me but it only make a mark...maybe i was sleeping on my hands? haha! dunno
last nite...i dream about my ex...it was quite a very weird weird dream...haha!

it's coming soon:
Have u ever felt smth? u know that it's gonna happen soon. but u know no idea about it. u just feel it. u know what i mean? it's been tackling me for about 2-3 weeks already...it's like a prompting thing somehow...now i don't know what it is at all...just trusting God. But i think it's not gonna be bad...it'll be more of a challenge or good news?...dunno....
and now it's been developing stronger and stronger baby...i can feel it....it's like my 6th sense
haha!

My opinion about Confessions of a Shopaholic:
I think it's a great funny chick flick. i knew that the actor is very fit for this movie cuz i've seen her in other movies before. she's like those who can act very dumb and cute. the main guy is very hawt! i really like his look, like sexy eyes, but sweet face when smiling. haha! okok...the movie is quite romantic too. the kiss is filling too. The storyline is quite good and funny. but then...i can recognize where they cut scenes...but not too many like dragonball (dragonball is very easy to catch that they cut so many scenes out that it doesn't look continuous). The story revolves around friendship, happiness, love, and important choices u make. even though this is a chick flick movie...i'll say that it has a lot of philosophical or deep meanings in it too...so it's kinda like the Legally Blonde movie except that they don't express it but more of implying...overall i'll give 4.8/5 in the chick flicks genre.

go check this out!:
for those of u who r in love with photography go check this out:
http://vimeo.com/2078991
it's a short movie, 7 min, taken with 4500+ shots with canon camera.
it's super cool!
thanks Bao An for sending me the link!

omg i gosh i'm so sleepy!:
omg...i'm really sleepy...i was slacking off too much today. woke up late. went to church. went to watch movie with ploy. went to take japanese photostickers with ploy. spend about 20 min believing that ploy will lead to a bus stop that has my bus no...but in the end i still went back by mrt. haha! coming back home... putting lotions in a convenient small bottles...i want to carry it around baby. but it was quite hard cuz the lotion is not that liquidy...hehe.
took a bath....and then uploading TONS OF photos in fb for the syog meeting...cuz many ppl were asking about it....spend time tagging those ppl....and then doing chinese hw at the same time....and then studying microecons ...and now it's 2:37 a.m.
and i'm super super tired...i cannot hold myself longer.

My philosophy today:
enjoy life...frequently organize your stuffs...doing things in last minutes are what crazy ppl do....change what u do normally...like today right? usually i'll stay home and have to go eat dinner with the host family but i decided to go watch confessions of a shopaholic. hehe....


i'm so sleepy now...i'm opening only one eye. haha!

oh no!

this shows y i slept late today...seriously i was making comm law notes and forgot about the time

oh no!
it's 1:39 already and i'm not sleeping yet!
so sad...
tmr got classes from 10-5 pm
how?
guess i 'll fall asleep again
i need coffee baby.

and after class i got to go pick up my uncle from paya lebar
and then
go to clarke quay for cell group!
and then come back home!
i should go sleep.
haha!
but i cannot sleep yet.

cuz i need to take pictures before i sleep to release my happiness.
haha!

life

........................................when i wanted to write smth
........................................i don't write
........................................when i don't know what to write
........................................i write
...............................................when i want peace
...............................................everything comes around
...............................................when i want excitement
...............................................everything is so quiet
......................................................when i want to diet
......................................................i never do it
......................................................when i don't want to diet
......................................................i just eat less
..............................................................when i wanted someone
..............................................................noone is around
..............................................................when i don't want anyone
..............................................................everyone is around
......................................................................when i think i don't need a guy
......................................................................every seem so nice
......................................................................when i think i need a guy
......................................................................everyone just run away


what a life!

.

what is wrong!

this week has been a total disaster.

i mean......everything is just toooooo troublesome and chaotic.

especially yesterday and today!!!!

and today was the most stressful 1 hr!
the lecturer wants to kill me man...
he was showing our test paper and like...he called my name almost the last man.
and like my heart was beating for 45 min.
damn it....anyway...i would say "phew!" for my mab test...got distinction...but one more point down will make it a credit....haha!

and then! today biz stats and macroecons test came out...
as usual i get good grades in macroecons
yet, biz stats!!!i got only distinction man...and it's like the same situation like mab...one more point down will give me a credit...muhaha!

and now! i'm freaking worried about my comm law test....

argh!!!
too many pressures...

and I HATE PPL WHO ALREADY IS IN A RELATIONSHIP AND ACT LIKE THAT PERSON IS MAD AT ME BECAUSE I DIDN'T LIKE THAT PERSON ANYMORE.

stop being 2 hearted.
u know what?
i'm sick of this week so badly
i hate it....
i spent my time so much doing stupid and irrevelant things ...but i had to do it.
man!!!
seriously
boys r getting on my nerves too much...

maybe i should be a lesbian man...
really really sick of being a girl.

argh!!!!!!!

i want a peaceful life!!!

OOPS i did it again

sigh...
i have broken someone's heart again...
that's person is the 4th one i ruined the r/s after my break-up.
ok!
who's next?
haha!
jk

i'm not a playgirl...but i don't want anyone to wait for me
when i'm still not ready.

i just heard that one of the fours got in a relationship already.
I'm happy for him.

........

i do not want to hold anyone back...that's y i'm letting everyone go....

i hate dragon ball!

argh!!!
stupid megavideo stupid youtube
it prevent me from watching
i spent the last 2 hrs watching it.
now i cannot watch any from both of the websites!
only 5 min left!
argh!!!!!!!
stupid dragon ball.
i wish i have dragon ball to grant my wish to finish the movie!

this is so inefficient.
*******
mommy help me!

Dragon ball is so lame!

haha!
i couldn't keep my motto.
i'm still sleeping late.
haha!
dragon ball sucks man.
but sitll funny to watch it.
muahaha!

i'm so excited! i'm gonna do 2nd post now

yo!
i just went to poo again!
feel so good man....muahaha!
just to clarify..i haven't been a playgirl for 2-3 yrs already!
so don't mistake me.

i m happy what of what i am today.
i'm happy that keziah the crazyah has come back these 2 months.

before that was too terrible.
keziah doesn't wanna b like that anymore
throwing up everyday
crying till falling asleep.

i'm just happy that i'm the crazy person again.
wooohooo!

kids:
don't b sad
life is full of joy and fun
nth means fun if u see the world in a pessimistic way.
look at the world differently
and u'll c the hidden stars everywhere.
love ur mommy and daddy.
and ur friends too!
know who ur good friends are and treat them well.
don't cry and think life is over
life is not over yet...don't u wanna c other exciting things that's waiting for u?
don't need to be tough in front of ur friends
cuz if u act like that, then they can't help u man
if u feel lonely
go out and join the society
life is full of mystery
if u don't go out to the mystery...then how r u gonna solve it?
don't forget to smile...
u won't realize how much ur smile can make other ppl smile
boredom doesn't lead to depression
boredom leads and pushes u to do extraordinary fun things!

keziah-the philosopher

(YEA GUYS, I'M TALKING ABOUT U...U READING MY BLOG! UR ALL MY KIDS)

my first post!!!

oo wow!
i'm so excited today is my first day to use a blog. woohoo!
i've been wanting to use a long long long time cuz i wanna express myself.
sometimes...i just don't know what to say.
just have to write...

Dude! today i slept like 3/4 of the class. damn tired i think.
i tried not to sleep! but then...i dunno...just accidently knock out.

Today someone was asking me a tough question.
then! i felt depress! cuz i really dunno what my answer is.
I think i'm just not ready at all for a relationship...
i think that...when u were really hurt with someone you really love...
you tend to be more cautious now.
i've not dare to step into that line again. i feel....scared? enough?
i know that me and him was over last year already.
and i forgot him already...but i'm so not sure if
i'm ready to start a new r/s....oh welll....just like amanda say "let nature takes it course"
i'll take time in everything...wont rush....

but seriously!!! the more i run away from smth the more it follows me...
haha!

also...i don't wanna b playgirl anymore...i'm old already. muahaha!

and yes! today i ate lots of fruits so i can poo! and i poo today already!
feel so good man.

my motto today: sleep early or else i'll sleep in class again (but i'm so tempted to watch gossip girl and boys before flowers!)


HOW?

i 'm really easily tempted man..

last nite i had a dream:
i dreamed that i had a hamster pet
but it was kidnapped
so my friends and i went to rescue the hamster
then when we rescued it
my friends betrayed me!
they squeezed the hamster to death!
and i woke up!
i almost cried man!
don't worry my friends...i cannot remember what the friend looked like.