i'm hurt...

keziah is hurt because...
she has broken someone's heart really badly.
but she knows that she can really think of him as a friend.
keziah tears fell down when she read the email.
keziah can feel his pain...
but she cannot help it...what he heard was true...
but she felt shaky for a while...then as time passed by...
she knew that she like him only as friend.
she should have known that he really fell for her too much.
and shouldn't have gone with him.
she felt bad. she understands his feelings.
but

"i'm sorry, i...just really can't...i try to think of u as smth else
but it seems that it's just me....please find another girl...
i feel that our goals of our lives are different somehow..."

please don't cry...keziah is not worth ur cry.
seriously, the girl u will marry is worth ur cry...